Chapter 5:I want to hug you (1/2)
On a narrow street, a quiet little alley. I leaned against the high wall of a dark gray building. I continued staring at his face, the young man in front of me was catching his breath. Both his hands rest on the knees. Looks like Mario was a little tired, huh .. we ran quite a bit.
I looked around, this place was very quiet, there are no people along the way. Looks like we're behind a shopping building.
Mario turned around. He also leaned on the building wall. We stand side by side.
I can saw this handsome face when his hands take off the hoodie on his head. Sweat filled his forehead. It feels, my hands wanting to immediately wipe the beads of sweat flooding his forehead.
There is even sweat dripping down his nose and falling on the lobe of his lips.
He wiped with the back of his hand. His breathing was still a little heavy. He was still exhausted.
While my eyes, I was still staring and amazed at the face in front of me at this time.
Her forehead creased. His eyes were narrowed. He returned to the starting position. Facing my direction. With a slight crouch, he leveled our height.
He wiped the sweat on my chin with the back of his hand. Closing slowly my mouth has been gasped since earlier. It was a little embarrassing but I didn't care.
His hands feel cold on my face which had higher temperatures. We took quite a long way earlier.
His cold fingertips made my reverie come to my senses. Suddenly the memory of the intimacy between him and Sofia flashed into my head.
I took a few steps back. His face looked surprised. His dark black eyes looked like he couldn't believe me, who seemed to be avoiding him. I can only look down. Withstand the fluctuation of feelings in the chest, between happy and restless.
”Sorry ..” he muttered stealing my attention.
Sorry, you said, sorry for what?
I looked straight into his eyes. I'm looking for answers there. On a flat face.
He dropped his body. Squat in front of me. You make my mind feel like deja vu. I've seen you like this before. I and you were in this position that night.
”I'm a bad man,” he said softly. His hands grabbed his hair. I saw, his face bowed sadly.
”Why?” I asked in a trembling voice. My eyes feel hot. Why do you look like this in front of me? You look depressed and unhappy. You make me feel pain.
I don't want to cry anymore but why. What's wrong with you, Mario? is there something bothering you.
Mario raised his head, he was silent for a moment, while I waited with an impatient expression.
”I'm married,” he said quickly.
It was like there was lightning in broad daylight. Lightning grabbed my body and made my eyes suddenly widened. My legs are like losing strength. My whole body relaxes instantly.
The world seemed to collapse and hit my body right now. Pain!
Mario took my shoulder. Hold onto this falling body. He leaned me against the wall.
I hold his chest to keep a distance from me. I don't want you this close to me!
He was still holding my body from falling with his palms and I still pressed his chest not to come near me.