111 Hinas Secret 1 (1/2)
(Hikaru's POV)
It was 16:00 PM. I waited in a nearby hallway to search for her. I saw her walking toward my position with her bag on her shoulder. ”Hey! Hi-” She ignored me as she passed by. I nodded understanding she was not in the good mood today.
I strode my legs and walk together beside her. After we out of the building, I pulled her to a quiet corner place and brought her into my embrace. I just missed her warmth.
She hit my chest and pushed me. She back away from me a few steps. I asked her, ”What's wrong? We are dating now. Shouldn't you used to this?”
Hina frowned when I told her that. Did I say something wrong? We kissed and touch each other body a lot, shouldn't she use to this already? Well, although it wasn't in 'that stage' yet. I know it'll come sooner or later.
She looked at me on the eyes and scornfully said, ”Now, you are looking down at my status. Look, you are the one who deliberately to makes us a couple. But, I never said I will agree to be with you.”
”Hina what do you mean? I didn't mind that way. We kissed already, I don't like to be a man who can't responsible for what he had done. I want us dating with intention of marrying!”
She snorted and held her painful head, ”As I said, It was just a kiss! What bullsh*t are you talking about? What 'man'? You're just a boy! What 'married'? We are still in high school! You're younger to me! Don't talk like an adult.”
”I'm serious!”
”If you are serious then don't pursue me this way. I feel uncomfortable. How many times you were like this? Hikaru stop! Stop liking me. I'm not a good girl you think I am, and my problem is not simply what you think it is. Please back away before you get hurt.”
Hina left me speechless. She strode her legs to the school gate, leaving me stunned. I had the intention to stop and yelled at her. But, I didn't.
I like her, so what?! Did she think just because of her words I will back away?
I already gave my ace card to her, but she didn't budge at all. She realized I would never do despicable things to her. Was this the reason she didn't feel threatened at all?
I thought about her remarks. I had my wages and proper position in big sis company. Wasn't it the same? I work and I have a car, was it enough to show her a proper adult like?
Why didn't she believe me?
Did my approach fail once again?
Sighing, what am I doing? I should never do that to her. It made her heart further away from me. 'I'm sorry Kumo, I should have to listen to you. I was just too impulsive.' I felt regret inward.
I regained my thought to the current situation. I looked at her departing figure leaving the school ground. I messaged Akira to leave before me and told him that'll be late due to some business I need to take care of.