Part 35 (1/2)

She tried to reach up for me, her nails clawing towards my face, but I slapped her hand away and delivered one more blow before stepping back out of her reach.

”You crazy b.i.t.c.h.” She brought her hand over her lip and pulled her fingers away, seeing the blood. Her knees were wobbly as she stood and she put her hands up, more for defense than attack.

”You stay away from him.”

Her laugh made my anger burst in my chest, and she raised her eyebrow. ”But will he stay away from me?”

35: Eye For Detail.

I SAW RED AND SWUNG AGAIN. SHE smacked at me, but I didnt feel it. The adrenaline pumping through me made me numb to everything but the feel of my own muscles moving to strike. I hit her in the temple this time, and my knuckles stung as they connected with the hard bone of her head, the vibration of impact shooting up my arm.

She nearly toppled over but reached out to me, gripping my hair and pulling on her way down. I kneed her in the stomach to dislodge her from me, but she had one arm wrapped around my waist, the other still pulling at the ends of my hair, forcing my head back. She didnt have a good grip though and I kicked her, knocking her away from me and forcing her onto her side.

Her mouth opened and closed as she struggled for air. I moved my leg back to kick her again, just to make sure she got the message, and needing to do something before I reached for my gun. But Gage gripped my shoulders and pulled me away. I hadnt even noticed he returned to the room.

”What the h.e.l.l is going on?” He kept his hands on me-firm and unbreakable-not letting me finish what I started.

”That crazy b.i.t.c.h just attacked me, took some cheap f.u.c.king shots too.” She spit a stream of b.l.o.o.d.y saliva on to the floor as she sat up. ”Shes lucky I have f.u.c.king control and didnt lay her out.”

”Try it.” I tugged against Gages hands, but they wouldnt budge.

”Shut the f.u.c.k up Cherry before I let her go.” But his arms slipped around my shoulders, no longer just gripping them, but pulling me into his chest and holding me. His warmth and body immediately calmed me.

He had my back, not hers, and she f.u.c.king saw that. I loved the look that flashed in her eyes as she registered it. Defeat. But it was only for a second, and then she covered it with her self-righteous bulls.h.i.+t.

”You need to get her under control, shes a loose cannon. How can you do anything with someone like her tagging along.” She pulled the edge of her sweater up to her lip as she rose to her feet.

”You dont have to worry about it. Weve got to go anyways.” He pulled us to the door, frustration clear in his voice and movements as he dropped one arm to pick up the bag by the chair. ”Feller said Ian cant post bail till his indictment hearing. Hes pus.h.i.+ng for it to be as soon as possible. Call if you hear from them.”

”Wait. Where are you going? Dont we need to go talk with Anatoli? I should go.” She stepped forward, eyes wide. ”Let me just get changed.”

He was already at the door, arm still around me. He raised one hand to silence her but didnt turn back. ”No. You stay here. Call if you hear anything.”

And then we walked out and he closed the door behind us. ”Jesus, what happened in there?”

”She just kept running her mouth about you and what you two have.” Adrenaline still flooded my veins, her words beginning to sink in, a heavy weight I couldnt throw off.

”What we have? Not this again.” He groaned and dropped his arm from me as he followed me down the steps. ”Theres nothing going on there.”

”All right.” I spun around at the door. ”I dont want to get into this right now. Whats next?” I wanted to focus on the next obstacle, forget what had just happened.

He hesitated for a second, eyes intent on me, and then he nodded. ”Okay. Lets get to the car and Ill explain.”

As I buckled in, he started the car and began, ”We have to go see Anatoli and Alessandra. Theyve already been texting me about what happened, and weve got to work out the details of this s.h.i.+pment Ian was responsible for. They want to meet at some lounge on the west side.”

”Theyre holding you responsible for Ians s.h.i.+pment?”

”Ians one of my men. His mistakes are my mistakes.” But he didnt sound that concerned, and his hand reached over to grip my leg. ”It doesnt matter anyways. This is just more information we can use.”

I nodded, trying to feed off his calm. Tonight didnt change anything. And that girls words had to be just that, words and nothing more, because I was the one he was giving up everything for. I gripped his hand on my leg, ready to face whatever came next with him by my side.

Silence enveloped us, and the night stretched around us as city lights grew brighter and the buildings taller and closer the further we drove. The sidewalks became crowded and traffic thicker, slowing us down.

”I can tell its bothering you, so just tell me what she said.” He hadnt moved his hand off my leg since we started driving, he s.h.i.+fted it now, squeezing, encouraging.

”Its fine. I know its not true.” I turned away, feeling guilty for letting it affect me at all.

”I didnt say you believed it, but I still want to know what she said.” He flicked his eyes to mine, meeting them as he gave his demand, ”Tell me.”

I took a breath and said what bothered me the most, the thing that was closest to the truth. What I wanted to prove wrong. ”She said that you can depend on her, not me. That Im too weak.”

His lip tugged up in an almost smile as he split his attention between the traffic and me. ”She doesnt know you at all.” A light laugh rumbled his chest. ”But I bet she wont call you weak again.”

I turned away from him and looked out the window, more doubt creeping in as replayed her words. ”But she didnt mean physically. She meant mentally.”

”Hey.” He stopped at a red light and gripped my chin, pulling me back to look at him. ”I thought you didnt believe what she said?”

”Im trying not to.”

His blue eyes felt like they could read my soul as they pierced into mine, and I felt weak. I felt like someone he couldnt depend on, not when I had run when things were at there worst.

”Dont believe it. Any of it.” He dropped my chin as the light turned green. ”You are the strongest person I know. And you are the only person I trust one hundred percent.”

”But I left-” I dont know why I was trying to convince him, or maybe I wanted him to convince me.

”And that took strength. You changed things. You made things change.” He shook his head, pulling up to another red light and then focused on me. ”Dont get me wrong, I f.u.c.king wish it could have been different, and I was p.i.s.sed, but Im beginning to understand. We needed that, and we can both do better now, together. Really together this time.”

He was probably giving me more credit than I deserved, but it helped. And I focused on what mattered, now. Maybe I ran when things got hard, but whether it made a difference or not wasnt as important as what we did now. Now, I would be that person he could depend on because he was the man I wanted to depend on.

”She said that shes killed for you.”

He s.h.i.+fted his eyes away, keeping them on the road this time as he pulled away from the light. It was me that couldnt remove my eyes from him, and I watched his every reaction.

He nodded, slow and barely there. ”She has, under my orders. I told you that though, her and Ian both were part of those jobs.”

”Youre right, you did tell me that.” I sighed, I remembered now it was part of the jobs Viktor gave him. I had hated it then that she got to be part of that, and I hated it now that she was able to throw it in my face.

”That bothers you?” I couldnt really tell if it was a question or a statement.

”I dont like her. And I dont trust her. So I dont like her involved in anything concerning you.”

”Well soon she wont be part of anything to do with us. None of these people will.”

His quiet words sent a thrill threw me, and my heart skipped a beat with the idea. I gripped his hand in silent recognition, wanting to jump into that reality sooner than later. But we still had this meeting to get through.

He pulled to the front of the club and a valet opened the door of the truck for me as another jogged around to Gages side.