Vol 1 Chapter 3 (1/1)

Chapter ThreeThis time I slept very deeply, a darkthat hand had calmed me downUpon waking up, the day was subtly bright againI blinked repeatedlyIt took a long while until I cah his hand was tightly held by me, his arms encircled meMy head was still dully aching, but the burning hot feeling had disappearedI had broken out into sweat that even my hair was all wetAbsent-ered into the bathroomI found the on and off handles for hot water and I drenchedheatThe longer I showered, the radually remembered those crazy dreams and ain in front of Ke LuoI wanted to leave after getting dressed, but I felt that it would be so insistence the night beforeI wrote a note with the e, “I’m off,” placed it on his bed, and fledI didn’t know if it’s because it’s difficult the first time and easier the second tih this was nothing to be proud ofI was in better healthI stopped having nightmaresI also quickly resumed to normal lifeIt was no different than beforeI won’t be as weak as to get trapped in that kind ofoutTime had passed, and they’re all deadOnly faint shadows re been tossed far behind meI was alalking forward, never looking back no matter whatDuring noon break, I pondered in the office on what kind of pizza to order for lunchI was getting lazier nowI even refused to walk a few steps to take the elevator up to the restaurant on the top floorMoreover, I was too lazy to think about the , affordable flatbread to e the solutionMy lower abdoh, had recently continued to sagOn top of that, I had the onset of the lazy diseaseDragged, I didn’t want to go to the gyure will deteriorateI was afraid thatpretty boys would decreaseAs I was thinking of pretty boys, eI couldn’t help but have a great attachh I didn’t take into account of how cheap he was, I’d eaten a tiny bit of hiered in my mouth, so savoryA young ood…only it’s a shame he was also a top…“Mr Lee, there’s so for you”“Let him in”It was probably the arrival of my Italian flatbreadWith little interest, I brushed aside the docu a space ready for the boxThere was a knock on the doorI responded by raising uard, I swept froureThe young ave a “hi,” exposing a big, bright smileThe feeling I had was not so I could describe while in shock“How did you know about this place?”“While you were sleeping, I took the opportunity to get your business card”Ke Luo replied happily“…”This little brat“I had exams the past two days, so I didn’t have free ti by after class”He shook the bag in his hand“I bought dim sum for you to have”“Oh…thank you”I coughed, shi+fted a little, and shi+fted so him, my bottom would reflexively feel uncomfortable with a sliver of coldnessKe Luo came over on his own and pulled up a chair to sit down besidewas set on the deskFrom it, he took out a few boxes of Chinese diI’d always been persistent in awful, dull Western foodUpon seeing this, I became a bit objectionable, but Ke Luo had already picked up a thin-skinned,directly in front of ainNot letting off easily, those chopsticks still unyieldingly charged overI had no choice but to openand force myself to bite into it

It was celery-flavored shri 1I could taste the flavor of pork ballI absent- and sed it downThe tasty, succulent sensation still remained in my mouth“Delicious, right?”I cleared ed againsttaken by a surprise attack, I had no time to speak and could only open my mouth and bite into itThe flavor was undeniably goodIt was fresh shrimp and shark fin shao mai 2…I was unable to control my facial expression a bitIn my bones, I actually still liked Chinese food, but whenever I ate it, I’d always resist it to the extre ofto that placeAt last, I abandoned myself to despair as I held the chopsticks, bitterly iOn the side, Ke Luo rested his chin and watchedMyknives and forks could be described as perfect, buta lethal weaponIt was fine if I just stab into it, because it really had been far too long since I’d used chopsticks“You’ve gotten soer and rubbed the corner of my mouthI settled ht towould happenIt would only be a kissAnd I was afraid you wouldn’t do itWho knew that he’d place that finger on his own lips and extend his tongue to lick it?“…”Only when I coughed a nuh off the uneasiness on my facedamn, so this was the so-called indirect kiss…“Mo Yan, are you free over the weekend?”For what?To check into a room?This time you came to meLet’s discuss it properlyFirst, make it clear ill be on the top and botto“Let’s go swi, okay?”Did you think I was eighteen?If I had a tumble, then wouldn’t I have to immediately call an ambulance?“Okay?”In one hold, he eainst me like a small animalI was going to dieTurned out he can act like a spoiled child“I don’t kno”One had to fir such charms“Then basketball?Football?Whatever you can do is fineIf you can’t do anything, we can go bungee ju?”“…”I really was thrown into bewilderment, “basket-basketball then”Once I responded in confusion, I felt his arhtenAnd then his lips came near“Oh…”Fortunately, he only kissed for a few seconds with his tongue reaching in for just a asp a little, not to the extent of co myself“I really like you”“…”I felt at odds having hiWe’re not really getting serious, right?

I felt that having Ke Luo abduct ame of basketball wasn’t too awful, because there were those ere older than me on the courtIt looked like there were even seventy-year olds at leastWhen coorousAlthough it had been a long time since I’d touch a basketball and my hands were already raw, I quickly wares, occupations were running and juetherThe radually developed a blood-boiling sensationIn the end, I didn’t score that much and I carelessly took an elbow toI didn’t think that I could be so stirred up without even relying on drugsI enthusiastically accoo buy a book, a CD, a newly arrived baseball glove, and foodUnknowingly, I was taken back home by Ke LuoBy the ti longingly for Ke Luo to bring out the foodThe following days, besides work, were mixed up with himThe time used to consort with old friends at the pleasure district were freed up and filled with so much betterI acco to long ago, to drive all over the place for enjoyment, to hurry and catch a ether in noisy chaos with a group of people I don’t know, to follow hi, to play hockey, to nest in his apartames, and to make my own foodIt was as if I had si person and not feeling wearyTogether with Ke Luo, ti the crab bought from a Chinese store in preparation for dinner, and, in a blink of an eye, it already past htSpending the night together is a matter of courseThere was no one who could resist a boy like Ke Luo at allBut the nu it all the way to penetration wasn’t that manyEvery ti half the day away for the sake of deterth was of no useOnce I was pinned down, I, for the ainst hi him topSo the , mouth and hand techniques onlyI had long been one a experts, full to the bri feeling was very unfamiliar to meIt turned out that those clearly lao blank as we fondled each otherThe saying that with just one kiss, the entire body would burn as if being set on fire and such…was trueThat sort of feeling was unlike the decadence of the past when I had looked for people to spend the night withIt was strangeIf spoken out, I can’t clearly explain itIt’s almost like I was in loveBut to say we’re lovers, we’re not really soIn love, both sides needed to understand each other, yet Ke Luo puzzledelse of himI just felt that Ke Luo was quite capableHe arrived here not too long ago, but he was getting by quite proficientlyNothing stumped himThere wasn’t a road he’d passed once that he couldn’t recallKe Luo often surprised e a mealOf course, you could say that Chinatown had everything, but there were a lot of things not just anybody can findAnd even if it was found, you may not be able to buy itAlthough he was only a s here alone, he was more at home than the majority of people hereHe had no need for me to look after himWhat made me feel more uneasy was that Ke Luo was unlike those boys I had effortlessly bought from the pastHe knew I hadHe wouldn’t have ave himThat guy, Lin Jing, would always pat me in any case and say, “Lee, you treat me pretty nice”However, Ke Luo would only s much mindA boy like this, once he wants to leave, I’ soMoreover, I really liked the feeling of him by my side and couldn’t bear to part from himI was oldI had thought over how I could help hiood financial resourcesI knew quite a few peopleI can give hi as he wishes, he can have less of a struggle compared to his classmates for several yearsFortunately, Ke Luo was also well-behavedOnce he had the tiht without a bored expressionNowadays, there were already very few boys that were devoted and faithful like himNot to mention, he was sensible and considerateWhen I ryAlthough he was at a very young age, he already kne to spoil meThe more I ith him, the more I felt I had picked up a treasure, and the o“Are there es for me?”This afternoon, I went outBy the tihtfall, I couldn’t help but ask my assistant“No”When she spoke, her face had on a lively die are you waiting for?”“You ask too , I patted her desk with the documents in my hand and strode off with casual naturalnessToday Ke Luo didn’t contact meI had confirnalThe phone lines in the entire office, up and doere completely clearThe inbox wasn’t fullUsually I didn’t need to take the initiative, and he would naturally come find meEven if he was busy with classes and exams, he would take time off to n of activity like thisI kept waiting until I returned hohtI really couldn’t take it anymore and, for the first time, called his numberAfter a rather long time, someone picked up on the other sideI cleared my throat:“It’s me”He recognized my voice, but his attitude didn’t have any special enthusiasm“What is it?”I composed myself a little, “Are you busy?”“Yeah, I bought things and a up the room”“I haven’t seen you at all todayI’ll go over shortly then”I lightly hinted in my tone“I’m busyI’ll be busy until very late”He rejected very clear-cutMy face suddenly becah:“Then tomorrow?It’s the weekend tomorrow”“I can’tI have a friend visiting rave voice, he seemed very nervous“Staying at your place?”Getting an affirhter froht?”“I can’t”“Accompany your friend in the dayDon’t tell ht too?”“Yeah, for these two days”“…”I lighted the cigarette and inhaled two hed, “Well then, I’ll give you a call”“Don’t”“…”I sarette, but still couldn’t think of what to say“Is there anything else?”“NoWhen your friend goes back, you can come find me then”He actually didn’t answer right away and was quiet for a whileHe gave me a line:“We’ll see”After the phone hung up, I was still at a lossIt had crossed my mind before that Ke Luo would shi+ft his affection and connect with soe his attitude that fastI didn’t even have the tieI sarettes, and my heartbeat slowly calmed downI, then, stood on the balcony for some timeThis was nothingEven if he derailed a couple ti dealIn this society, these kinds of things were common anywayKe Luo was previously so attached to e heartHe will certainly come back

During the two-day weekend, I just sat at hoe from Ke LuoHe actually wouldn’t let o spoil it for hihtforward, forceful methodI had never been so stupidOne sI waited anywayI was already at this ageI won’t be impatientI’ll keep my composureThese two days felt exceptionally longWhen night caI listened to the pitter patter outside, and then looked at the time on the wall clockI was somewhat sleepyKe Luo won’t come in this kind of weatherI had work toain like the past two daysI let out a breath and pinched between my eyebrowsThe doorbell suddenly rangI was ready to go upstairs when I heard itI hurriedly turned around and strode over to open the doorAs I opened the door, I realized I had forgotten h the front door peephole to see who it wasIn theshot dead was like aneveryday ho death?I was actually so impatient that I lacked cautionThe youngwetHe didn’t utter a sound, but just stood at the entranceI felt relievedMy body relaxed, someeakened“Ke Luo”I knew he’d come back“How did you get so wet?”I pulled him inI chattered on as I looked for a towel to dry his hairHe just lowered his head, embraced my waist, and burrowed into my armsA rare intimacy – he really does like me the most in the endMy heart wildly jumpedI let him hold me as I dried his damp hairHis cheeks that were drenched from the rain were cold and wetThe ice-cold touch made rudges against himIf he derails, he derailsHe was only a small child anywayWho doesn’t have a time when they can’t help it?In an embrace, ent upstairs in the htly with such a great strength as if he was going to liftpassionately caressed like this, I alerI turned ly sucked on his lipsI only lost two days, yet I nearly couldn’t hold it any longerAs expected, I was oldI needed him to stay by my sideI was already touched and was unable to retrieve it backKe Luo kept fastening onto , as if reluctant to even open his mouth to speakHe severely rubbed my back and kissed my chest soreHe rarely beca backThis tiht to establish top and bottomIt was fine to justThe feeling of being penetrated was still agonizingly difficult to bearMoreover, today he had no patienceHe only rushed through lubrication and then urgently drove inI took deep breaths, trying to relax my entire body; yet with the waves of convulsion, I couldn’t help grabbing his shoulders“Slow, slon”“I missed you”“Mm-hmm”“…I like you”“Mm-hmm…”“I only like you…”The rhythanIt was so painful that I was unable to speakI could only adjustand touch his head“Don’t leave me”The pain hit entle voice nificantlyI really liked this child to the point thathis sweet speech and honeyed words would relieve the pain“I love you…”“Mm-hmm”“Shu Nian…”My body chilled down all at once, rigid, unable to moveAgain he hazily called out:“Shu Nian”I felt like I had turned to stone as I lay stiffly, staring at him“Xiao Nian…”I sed and raisedout to?”He appeared to be awake all of a suddenSlightly startled, he opened his eyesTo be called with someone else’s name in bed, this sort of deep humiliation, I had never in my lifetime experienced before“Which slut are you calling out to?”He ilared at me with fierce animosity, “Don’t you dare call him that!”Fro to burst out laughing, but not able toAfter a while, I hoarsely said:“Get out”He was silent for aelseHe si on his clothes, he opened the door and leftSo clean and efficientI looked at myselfIt had already coh the fine hairs on ainst the head of the bed, idThat kind of heat had long faded awayOnly the pain fros stood outI took two deep breaths, laughed at arette to smokeYetfuck this shi+tty worldMiracle, loveEven Lin Jing stopped believing in this long beforeThis tiWhat a big jokeA thirty-year old ht-year oldI lit a cigarette one after another and carried on shtI was clear-headedI had just been careless this tio, perhaps I wouldn’t have been so obsessed with hiraceI had only been momentarily confusedIt didn’t matter to meI had no weaknessI was merely oldShri1:Shao mai2: