130 Lesson (1/2)

As their lips touched, Carl shuddered. He so wanted to pin her down and ravish her plump lips. However, what was the reason for the kiss? Was it just to show she liked kissing him or like she said, she wanted to try?

Carl was certain he didn't just want her body or half baked confession. He wanted all of her. If he couldn't, there was no need settling for just her body.

Kim gently nibbled on his lips, seeking permission to intrude. She had expected him to return her kiss or turn away but he did neither. He laid like a block of ice.

Unmoving, unfeeling.

Did she really think that kissing him could alleviate his pain or cause him to change his mind?

Of course not!

She did not want to just give up so her hands found his body. She could feel him trembling under her touch but he did not care to return her kisses.

A few seconds without any response from him made her feel stupid, so she stopped. She took her hands out of his pyjamas.

”I don't want to let you go.” She whispered.

”Why don't you?” He asked, his voice, low and husky. She had obviously awaken his desire.

Kim rested her hair on his chest, she could hear his racing heart, ”Can't you just stay by my side?”

”I was by your side, remember?” He replied with his hands on her hair, softly caressing her.

”Technically, I'm still by your side but you have to understand siblings aren't this intimate, so you have to stop.”

Carl was mocking her of course. It was absolutely ridiculous to say they were siblings after all the intimacy.

”I was wrong,” she gulped her hands tightened around him.

He made no move to console or stop her.

”I'm tired, go to bed.”

”You said you'll always love me.”

”I thought my feelings were a joke to you. Up until today, you didn't trust me enough to believe my words, so why?”

”I believe you.”

”Then you should know how hurt I was when you said that. Besides, you don't love me, so it shouldn't matter to you.”

Kim had heard everything he said but was still shamelessly clinging to him.

”Nothing will change unless your feelings change… or I get over you.” After he spoke, he shut his eyes. No room for any more argument or explanation.