Chapter 319 (2/2)

In the past five years, he watched her step out of the haze, from the initial silence to the smile after giving birth to the baby. She was strong and cheerful day by day.

She is trying to open a window in her heart, let the sunshine through the gap to illuminate her life.

She has been working so hard, although also escape, but never said tired, also did not want to compromise to fate.

He appreciated her bravery because she had the strength he didn't have.

It is precisely because even if so many things happen, she has never changed her heart, she is still warm, still kind-hearted, he will gradually let himself indulge in such a soft and strong.

Just as he said to her, it was because he met her that his life changed dramatically. He began to gradually forgive himself, he began to slowly want to take off Tan Qing's mask, when his own Tan Tianyou.

Even if it's not perfect, even if it's not good enough, it's all his own

And these let him want to come out of the haze of courage, she gave him.

However, the reappearance of Mo Nianchen completely disrupted her life.

Tan Qing finds that she is changing. Such a change is very subtle. He does not know how to explain it. However, he knows that she is changing, and she is aware of it and is afraid of such a change.

Maybe she was just afraid that she would repeat the same mistakes, so she resisted Mo Nianchen so fiercely.

She pretended to be amnesia, pretending to be indifferent, but she did not know, Mo Nianchen these three words, this period of time has occupied her time.

Even in disgust, rejection, resistance, she had to admit that she couldn't turn a blind eye to that person.

Unless she can face Mo Nianchen one day, she will no longer have that kind of excitement, will not be angry for him, will not be stabbed by him, will not be affected by him, completely regard him as a dispensable role, and will never be nervous because of himOtherwise, she will never be able to escape these three words, which will eventually imprison her life.

Li shengxia was silent for a moment and suddenly said, ”Tan Qing, can you Are you engaged to me as soon as possible? ”

”What do you say?” Tan Qing suddenly stepped on the brake, for a time did not seem to understand.

”I want to get rid of him quickly. I think we are engaged. He should give up the entanglement. After all, you are one of the best people in L City. Even if he is brave, he dare not do anything to me.”

“……”

Tan Qing thought that she would be very happy. After all, she proposed it on her own initiative, but he felt that he couldn't be happy at all, because Li shengxia, who was not calm at the moment, was what he didn't like.

He didn't want such Li shengxia to appear. He didn't want her impulsively to get rid of someone and change from one injury to another. It was not salvation, it was just escape.

Tan Qing did not answer Li shengxia, but asked her, ”Sheng Xia, have you ever tried to forgive him?”

Tan Qing has told her before.

He said, midsummer, can you try to forgive him.

Because really forgive him, he will not affect you, so that he may fade out of your world, until finally disappeared.

”I've tried, of course, I've tried more than once, but I can't forgive him.”

”Every midnight dream, I think of what he did to me, said, from the best to the worst, will be awakened by nightmares.”

”He pushed me into hell when I thought I was in the clouds, and no matter how much I asked him, he never looked back at me. Even stabbed me with the most vicious language and beat me and his children I can't forget this nightmare in any way. ”