Chapter 402 (1/2)

He came close to her and lifted her from the ground. She was light, as light as a cloud. She was weightless in her hands and could not feel it in his arms.

He carried her all the way to the sofa, put her on the sofa and covered her with his clothes.

She didn't wake up and fell asleep.

Sometimes, he really wants to ask, is she too unaware of danger, or subconsciously believe that he will not hurt her?

If the former, how can he rest assured of her; if the latter, how can he give up her?

”I will go back tomorrow, and I will return to the unknown relationship. Maybe, I will never have the chance to spend a night with you like this. But Xia Xia, am I sick? I think, if I have such a chance, I must do everything possible to get you, so that you can't leave me. But I didn't even have the courage to hold you... ”

”I'm afraid to see your cold expression, and I'm afraid to see you gnash your teeth and resent me...”

”I'm afraid I'll lose it again, and then I won't find you.”

”Some people say that people become vulnerable because they have something they want to protect. Maybe I am. Because I have something I want to cherish, so I have something to fear, so I become weak, timid, and at a loss... ”

”Promise me, will you think about it? Think about what I said to you in ten li

”Don't always rush to refuse me, don't always rush to escape me...”

”Please...”

Mo Nianchen gently took a breath and leaned against the wall behind the sofa and fell into meditation

He did not find that at this moment, Li shengxia tightly grasped the corner of her clothes, and her body trembled slightly

What did she hear?

He said he would be afraid to lose her.

In fact, she was no longer his, but he said he was afraid to lose her.

She wanted to cry and open her eyes. She wanted to say a lot to him, but she didn't know what to say. She couldn't convince herself to open her eyes, to talk to him

She remembered so clearly that he looked at her mockingly at her engagement party, as if he were looking at a stupid clown, and told her that they were not even divorced. He also holds the divorce agreement she submitted to the court

At that time, she hated him, not because she didn't divorce her and tied her life. But hate him, always with that high attitude hurt her self-esteem.

In fact, he is really learning.

Learning how to be gentle, learning how to love.

However, if you forgive him easily, what is the pain of these five years? What were the hysterical, dark days of five years ago hovering on the brink of death?

I really want to forgive him

But he can't be forgiven

I can't forgive him for easily releasing her hand after getting it, leaving her alone behind her, coldly and without looking back

It's cruel.

He said he was afraid, she was not afraid of

She was not afraid to do it again, or the same result.

He said he was afraid to lose her.

She is not afraid to love him again and lose him

Because she was too afraid of losing like that, she didn't even have the courage to get it again.

Even if he walked around, even if he let her accept him again.

But the hurt heart, how can't say forget without ill feeling.